It's finally over! & more updates.

Court has come and gone with good results. "C" arrived at court and told everyone the truth about how she had lied. ALL charges were dismissed, and nothing bad happened. My brother's girl friend AKA Druggie actually apologized to my dad. I was pretty surprised about that. Maybe she is actually going to show some remorse, and try to be a better person. C did not apologize, and still could care less that she has caused this whole mess. My brother's girl friend is now finally trying to get help for her daughter. C will be seeing a shrink, and hopefully they will be able to help this child. Because everyone knows this kid needs help.

I am just thankful it is all over with. I am glad in the end everything turned out OK. So now life can go back to the way it once was.. at least somewhat. For Parker's birthday, it will be the first time my dad, brother, brothers girl friend, and kids will all be together. All of the holidays this past year were ruined because of C. So all of us being together as a family has been missed. I am really looking forward to seeing my brothers kids again, and letting my boys play with their cousins.

Parker is excited for his birthday too. I still can not believe my baby boys are growing up so fast. Parker will be 3 this year, and in October Bradley with be 4! Holy cow!!! And my youngest baby Dustin is already 17 months old! It amazes me how fast they are growing, I really wish time would slow down. Soon, Dustin won't even be in diapers. Potty training has already begun!

Lately Brad has been trying to push me to have another baby. I just don't know yet. Right now Dustin is mommy's little attatchment. He won't even sleep in his crib. Every night Dustin screams and reaches over his crib rails for me until I cave, and pick him up. Dustin falls asleep in our bed, and I have to carefully put him in his crib without wakeing him. If I wake him, he has to fall back to sleep in bed with me first. It was horrible the other night when Dustin insisted on sleeping in bed the intire night. Everytime I would try to put Dustin in his bed he would cry. The whole night Dustin slept on my arm cuddled up next to me. It was impossible to move!! My mom and husband keep telling me I have Dustin way too spoiled. It is really hard not to when he is attatched to my hip.
If we were to have another child, I think it would really break Dustin's heart. And honestly that is the main reason I am not ready for another baby. Do I sound crazy because of that?
I just need more time before we have another baby. Especially since baby # 4 will have to be our last because of my C-sections. Knowing that makes me really upset.