Monday, October 20, 2008

I'm so confused

As you grow up, siblings all go their own directions, and start their own families. But even though you are away from your family, you still live by what you remember growing up, and what you have been taught. What you learned growing up, affects your entire adulthood. It affects whether you become a good person, or a bad person. Even if growing up you experienced bad things, but where taught good values, you turn out some what ok. Screwed up a bit, but OK.

This past week I stood entirely against my brother. I couldn't look at things the way he sees them. I couldn't do more then one scenario. Now, I took a look into what he's thinking. I looked at it from his point of view. We talked on the phone for a long time, and strangely we thought the exact same things, and scenario's. It shows you how much we are alike, we were always fighting like cats and dogs, but yet now, so alike. It's strange how things turn out in life.

Right now I am sick over this whole situation. I know what I believe, and what I really feel happened. I feel that everything that was said is a lie. I can't imagine it any other way. When something like this arises, you think deep into your past, and remember everything you possibly can. And I do remember, I remember a lot of good, but also bad. But nothing like this "lie". The lie Cyara has come up with is outrageous. Cyara is a known liar. She has lied so many times, stolen, been caught steeling and still lied. So, I just can't believe this kid. How evil can one child be? She has had a screwed up upbringing, but lying like this, how? why? Are their truly people, children that evil?

There is a warrant out for someones arrest now. I'm not giving details. Just in case someone other than family reads this.

All I can say is I stand by what I believe, I know she's lying. I love my family, and find it ashame that a child can be so evil to lie like this. We've always known she was rotten, in terms of steeling and lying, but lying like this was never predicted.

I'm depressed, I'm confused, I'm scared.

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